My words ran off.

Know your brain is better than everything

We've got going wrong

And so with seven percent we fake

A world in secular survival

I don't like that at all

Be internal

'Don't be so scared, we're both human beings.'

And we all know what the human being did to the other human being. 

We know.

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'The mind snaps closed, like a mind snapping closed'

- James Frey

this is not my work. 

 Unfathomable

Dilemma

OH YES

Sometimes our lives 

Are Electrified with a moment

That will remain tattooed

Forever

And my moment

Is you. 

- Mike Watts

And on my easel I drew

While I was thinking of you

And on the roof of my head

In came my five string serenade

Transition: A brief modulation

Transcend:  To pass beyond the limits of,  (as in intensity or power)... Surpass, to exist  independent of.

A serendipitous and brilliant grammatical error to make. 

Sleepyhead

'I like people who shake other people up and make them feel uncomfortable.'

- Jim Morrison

X my mind. 

Where'd you learn about Satan? out of a book.  Love? out of a box. 

ADD SELECTED.

Twombly

Crafty deception or trickery or an instance of it

Skullduggery (8Years copyrighted) 

Jiggery-Pokery

Pokery?! Word. 

'Independent and Guerilla'

Degeneration.

The most disgusting experience.

D

E

G

......E   what did I do yesterday?

Last night didn't GO WELL did it?

Trust your throat and the feelings making it close.

The heart beating beneath your ear.

Lacks

Ignore the dreaming going on at the side of you.  Close your eyes to the pulse

The pulse that used to be between spoons. 

Pretend to sleep 

Two alarms synchronicity. 

8.22 

Sunday Girl.

'If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days'

- Sylvia Plath 

If you only knew it, 

you are in luck not to have a heart.

- Lyman Frank Baum

The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

(I stole this)

Dad sed Grandad got shadow on lungs

like that pleural plaques

but worse

To the bridge.

'But thou thereon didst only breathe,

     And sent'st it back to me;

Since when it grows, and smells, I swear,

     Not of itself but thee!'

- John Addington Symonds

Bite chunks out of me

you're a shark and I'm swimming
My heart still thumps as I bleed

and all your friends come sniffing

Triangles are my favourite shape

three points where two lines meet
Toe to toe back to back let's go

 my love it's very late
Till morning comes let's tessellate

- ALT J

'And when love came to us twice

and lied to us twice

we decided to never love again

that was fair

fair to us

and fair to love itself'

- Bukowski

"I am convinced, and always was, that Platonic love is Platonic nonsense."

- Samuel Richardson 1740

'Security is mostly a superstition'

- Helen Keller

'He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man'

- Dr Seuss

Iggle Piggle

4.12.11

Hold the tattoo for a while.

'in the shit, throw eggs on the floor'

'How do you trust your feelings when they just disappear like that?'

Talking in to a vacuum.

If I were a sock...

If I were a plopping noise...

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If I weren't a human...

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Fuck This not you.

You are as you are.

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As you do.

You are as you are.

A Hug

'There is respect and a form of love.  Emotion that comes from honesty, respect that comes from challenge. (r) and the form of love that exists between people whose minds have touched, whose hearts have touched, whose souls have touched....we separate'.

I'm glad you're here
You are as you are.

Waving goodbye. Not hello. Who waves hello in 2012.
Rhetorical.


Perfect indifference
perfect moments arrested in time. 

Yes obviously cheesecakes don't solve dilemmas

equally unsatisfactory choices

perfect indifference

Rome 

was

not 

built

in

one

day

.

I am here and I'm glad you're here.

If you poked your eyes out I would leave

If you gave your cat away I would leave

If you gave me a ring that was made for me. 

At least this is honest

That's why I get a wide on for Emin.

A Bit About Before

Before, I was gone but you did not know.

Fireworks, piss and me. Running. 

'The last thing I wanted was infinite security and to be the place an arrow shoots from'

'Wherever I sat - I would be sitting under the same glass bell jar, stewing in my own sour air'

We had melted and gone different 

'Imobilise' - To promote proper healing to hold as it is for a future occasion.

'The mind snaps closed, like a mind snapping closed'

Skull as a canister

'Sometimes skulls are thick, sometimes hearts are vacant, sometimes words don't work'

The last thing I wanted was your words in my jar. 

Fragmentary

Difficult to articulate

Always with the ontology, never with the not ontology.

You're revolving around the wrong word. You're revolving around the wrong time.

Revolve around me and keep revolving.

ok. ok. ok.

'beautiful yet alien, and by alien I mean slightly removed.'

I wished your chest hair would choke me once.

I daydream about you still, about what could have been...

  

The irony
He wants
You want
I want 
and with the boy who started the book.
Anchors
Elephants
Head in a jars
and piss.
And words. 
little spoon 
And I will look after your hearts.
copper bath and an octopus. Just sitting in it. 
Octopus
Throw away organs.
I would pick up all of the pieces
and even use glue.
like on china, where you see and you know. but you drink. and little drips drip out, but your'e drinking.
Drink to me.
I would swap yours for mine because I know I can do it
Its you because I would do it again, feel it again.
one scoop of creamed potatoes.   A slice of butter.   Four peas
Stoic undertones.
That sweeping motion, sweeping you all the way.
And the sex. 
And the hat.